The Dark Temple. 

A stark difference from the softness of the Heart to Heart Temple, due to noise restrictions  everyone was wearing silent disco headphones. 

Not yet having a pair my sense of sight is the most activated. The lights here are a sterile, bright hospital, white. Without music the people dancing look bizarre while the groans of people being whipped and spanked are almost startling. 

Even the costumes of the Dark Temple revellers are different, latex, leather, gags and shibari are all around. 

I locate myself a headset and the space seems to make a bit more sense, the deep base and sexual lyrics of ‘Lioness’ by Sarah Fimm allow me to move around the room in full voyerism mode. 

I remain with my eyes fixated on the women. There is a lot of female on female play but I get the sense that my not having been here from the beginning is not going to work in my favour. 

I tuck off into a corner and a man makes his way towards me, he is cute and safe and I allow him to dance with and caress me but I soon get a clear reminder from my pussy that No, tonight I want women. So I disentangle myself. 

This is not the place.

In stubborn determination I return to the rain once more, and return to the Heart to Heart Temple.

Entering I feel a sigh of relief, here is soft, safe and silky, that is my vibe.

In the far corner I spy the largest orgy I have seen beginning to take shape. I don't want to be in it… but the voyer in me does want to be near it. 

I sit half a mattress away and watch as an entagnlement of bodies transition from caressing and kissing, to licking, and deep throat sucking.

Women are eating out women, men are sucking men, There are some body parts whom I simple don't where the head is. A woman screams out “I've never had my pussy eaten so good!" And surfacing from said pussy to receive her compliment is a Divine woman.
 

After who knows how long they begin to slow down, by now my observation mattress is full of other voyers, not quite ready or wanting to join but entirely turned on by what we have witnessed. 

Full of serotonin and other feel goods the post coital orgiers are back to their gentle caressing, and this time when my legs begin being caressed I submit to the pleasure - I love to be stroked like a cat afterall.

I find myself pleased that I am positioned so close to he Divine woman with the pussy eating skills. I tell her what a pleasure it was to witness her in this experience and we move closer together. 

It must be late because the temple is emptying out. The orgiers all speak words of love to one another and begin to leave. 

I'm not certian but I feel the Divine woman will not leave. 

We are closer now and my pussy's excitement is growing, when suddenly another body sidles up behind me. I can feel instantly from the shape and softness that it is a woman. Looking back  it is one of my fellow voyers - a Glitter Queen. 

The three of us giggle and caress each other. Hands are sweeping over curves, over my head to feel the woman on the other side. Lips start to lock. I rememeber how it always feels so different to kiss a woman, softer, smaller, more supple.

We break apart for a moment and look around to see that we are now entirely alone.

Smiling coyly we pause and sit up. The Divine woman asks - So ladies, what are everyone's boundaries? 

In turn we share, none of us have any boundaries in this moment but we promise to inform each other if we change our minds.

I do need to pee, I manage to say. Feeling the same we all rush into the rain to tinkle, refresh our pussies and re-commence.

This is it.

Coming together in a seated triangle we begin to navigate our three bodies with equality, desire, honouring and pleasure.

I kiss lips, shoulders, breasts and nipples, and receive back double. Soon the Divine being is taking charge and she lays down the Glitter Queen. 

Now it is two feasting on one. As I focus on the face and breasts, Divine being heads for pussy. I feel instantly nervous, and excited. I want that to be me but I am also overwhelmed at the idea of such intense recieving. 

Would you like to try? She calls out to me from down below. 

Okay, I say bravely, making my way down this Glitter Queens beautiful body. When I arrive to her pussy I am instantly in awe of how beautiful it is, how different from my own, and how intimidating as well.

I remember when I was first learning to give blow jobs, I used to watch videos and practice with a banana, I was so determined to do it well.

Now here with this Pussy I called upon my wisdom and self belief to give this Pussy pleasure and Presence. 

I stroked, licked and penetrated with my finger. Trying to listen to her body but also having my head busy with reminders about what I like, what I would want.

I feel myself loosing presence, going into overwhelm, so I move away. 

Before I can think it is apparently my turn. I am laid down, my body is the star, my pussy is slowly, slowly, slowly approached by Glitter Queen.

In that moment I can feel how magnificent all the details of this experience are, and simultaneously I can feel how I am still in overwhelm, my body is cold from the late-night air, the nudity, and I cannot get myself into a state of full presence. And when there is all of that I cannot unfold into full surrendered pleasure.

Coming back into seated triangle I notice I begin to feel some guilt that we have not feasted and featured upon Divine being. Yet the boundary maker in me snaps that This is not about give and take, I am done and that must be honoured. 

The energy between us has changed into a quality of doneness and we are now in the soft, aftercare, caressing and gratitude phase. Linking arms our triangle begins to hum in tune. 

We are singing our gratitude's - and as we do I am in awe of woman. When the fuck have I ever given / received pleasure with man then fucking sung?

Ending the harmony we decide to share our experiences before wishing each other a glorious sleep and returning to the rain. 

So what was my experience and learning from a Triple Goddess Threesome?

Number one Gratitude. That was brave enough to go after my desire and have it manifest in not one but two beautiful beings. 
And number two was knowledge that at this phase in my sexual journey I am not a threesome lady. 
My nervous system thrives in 1:1 experiences where I can slow down, read cues and dedicated my energy to just one body.
Number three things like being warm - REALLY FUCKING MATTER in my capactiy from turn-on.

Does this mean I regret my expereince? Fuck no, it shows me what expereinces I am calling in next.

Reflection time! What are you taking from this story? What did it spark in you? Are you a threesome person?