He was taking me from behind when my legs buckled
In 2018 I was in the shower with my lover letting him take me roughly from behind when suddenly everything changed.
My knees buckled from underneath me and as I sunk to the shower floor sobbing uncontrollably, I realised that I could also hear my pussy crying.
I'd spent my whole life believing that my pleasure only came from the people who gave it to me. And through this belief I chose partners and lovers who didn't really love and honour my body because…
I didn't know how to love and honour my own, I didn't know that was something I was allowed to do for myself.
Picking myself off the shower floor I returned to the Swedish Self Development community where I made a vow with my pu$$y to learn to love her, to heal her and to discover how to connect to the pleasure that was already alive within her.
I learnt to say no for her.
I learnt to let her cry and grieve for the times she'd been mistreated.
I learnt to dance with her.
I discovered the well-spring of pleasure that lived inside her, that was always inside her.
I learnt to see myself and my pu$$y as a divine expression of creation.
I even learnt to do s.x magick 😉
I left my community in Sweden a new woman, filled with the creative pulse of pleasure that lived inside of me.
I decided to study to become a s.xuality and self love coach, moved home to Australia, started my business and started earning a living teaching others to become artists of their own pleasure.
My life has become a work of art.
When I stopped seeking pleasure from outside myself, my pu$$y and my body were finally able to lead me into the life of creative pleasure that was always waiting for me.